From: OutreZoneD on
Prof. Stephen Hawking's
Disability Advice:

http://www.hawking.org.uk/index.php/disability

I am quite often asked: How do you feel
about having ALS? The answer is, not a lot.
I try to lead as normal a life as possible,
and not think about my condition, or regret
the things it prevents me from doing, which
are not that many.

It was a great shock to me to discover that
I had motor neurone disease. I had never been
very well co-ordinated physically as a child.
I was not good at ball games, and my handwriting
was the despair of my teachers. Maybe for this
reason, I didn't care much for sport or physical
activities. But things seemed to change when I
went to Oxford, at the age of 17. I took up
coxing and rowing. I was not Boat Race standard,
but I got by at the level of
inter-College competition.

In my third year at Oxford, however, I noticed
that I seemed to be getting more clumsy, and I
fell over once or twice for no apparent reason.
But it was not until I was at Cambridge, in the
following year, that my father noticed, and took
me to the family doctor. He referred me to a
specialist, and shortly after my 21st birthday,
I went into hospital for tests. I was in for two
weeks, during which I had a wide variety of tests.
They took a muscle sample from my arm, stuck
electrodes into me, and injected some radio
opaque fluid into my spine, and watched it going
up and down with x-rays, as they tilted the bed.
After all that, they didn't tell me what I had,
except that it was not multiple sclerosis, and
that I was an a-typical case. I gathered, however,
that they expected it to continue to get worse,
and that there was nothing they could do, except
give me vitamins. I could see that they didn't
expect them to have much effect. I didn't feel
like asking for more details, because they were
obviously bad.

The realisation that I had an incurable disease,
that was likely to kill me in a few years, was
a bit of a shock. How could something like that
happen to me? Why should I be cut off like this?
However, while I had been in hospital, I had seen
a boy I vaguely knew die of leukaemia, in the bed
opposite me. It had not been a pretty sight.
Clearly there were people who were worse off
than me. At least my condition didn't make me
feel sick. Whenever I feel inclined to be sorry
for myself I remember that boy.

Not knowing what was going to happen to me,
or how rapidly the disease would progress,
I was at a loose end. The doctors told me to
go back to Cambridge and carry on with the
research I had just started in general relativity
and cosmology. But I was not making much progress,
because I didn't have much mathematical background.
And, anyway, I might not live long enough to
finish my PhD. I felt somewhat of a tragic
character. I took to listening to Wagner, but
reports in magazine articles that I drank heavily
are an exaggeration. The trouble is once one
article said it, other articles copied it, because
it made a good story. People believe that anything
that has appeared in print so many times must
be true.

My dreams at that time were rather disturbed.
Before my condition had been diagnosed, I had
been very bored with life. There had not seemed
to be anything worth doing. But shortly after I
came out of hospital, I dreamt that I was going
to be executed. I suddenly realised that there
were a lot of worthwhile things I could do if I
were reprieved. Another dream, that I had several
times, was that I would sacrifice my life to save
others. After all, if I were going to die anyway,
it might as well do some good. But I didn't die.
In fact, although there was a cloud hanging over
my future, I found, to my surprise, that I was
enjoying life in the present more than before.
I began to make progress with my research, and I
got engaged to a girl called Jane Wilde, whom I
had met just about the time my condition was
diagnosed. That engagement changed my life.
It gave me something to live for. But it also
meant that I had to get a job if we were to get
married. I therefore applied for a research
fellowship at Gonville and Caius (pronounced Keys)
college, Cambridge. To my great surprise, I got a
fellowship, and we got married a few months later.

The fellowship at Caius took care of my immediate
employment problem. I was lucky to have chosen to
work in theoretical physics, because that was one
of the few areas in which my condition would not
be a serious handicap. And I was fortunate that
my scientific reputation increased, at the same
time that my disability got worse. This meant
that people were prepared to offer me a sequence
of positions in which I only had to do research,
without having to lecture.

We were also fortunate in housing. When we were
married, Jane was still an undergraduate at
Westfield College in London, so she had to go up
to London during the week. This meant that we had
to find somewhere I could manage on my own, and
which was central, because I could not walk far.
I asked the College if they could help, but was
told by the then Bursar: it is College policy not
to help Fellows with housing. We therefore put our
name down to rent one of a group of new flats that
were being built in the market place. (Years later,
I discovered that those flats were actually owned
by the College, but they didn't tell me that.)
However, when we returned to Cambridge from a visit
to America after the marriage, we found that the
flats were not ready. As a great concession, the
Bursar said we could have a room in a hostel for
graduate students. He said, "We normally charge
12 shillings and 6 pence a night for this room.
However, as there will be two of you in the room,
we will charge 25 shillings." We stayed there only
three nights. Then we found a small house about
100 yards from my university department.
It belonged to another College, who had let it
to one of its fellows. However he had moved out
to a house he had bought in the suburbs.
He sub-let the house to us for the remaining
three months of his lease. During those three
months, we found that another house in the same
road was standing empty. A neighbour summoned the
owner from Dorset, and told her that it was a
scandal that her house should be empty, when young
people were looking for accommodation. So she let
the house to us. After we had lived there for a
few years, we wanted to buy the house, and do it up.
So we asked my College for a mortgage. However, the
College did a survey, and decided it was not a good
risk. In the end we got a mortgage from a building
society, and my parents gave us the money to do it
up. We lived there for another four years, but it
became too difficult for me to manage the stairs.
By this time, the College appreciated me rather
more, and there was a different Bursar.
They therefore offered us a ground floor flat
in a house that they owned. This suited me very
well, because it had large rooms and wide doors.
It was sufficiently central that I could get to
my University department, or the College, in my
electric wheel chair. It was also nice for our
three children, because it was surrounded by
garden, which was looked after by the
College gardeners.

Up to 1974, I was able to feed myself, and get
in and out of bed. Jane managed to help me, and
bring up the children, without outside help.
However, things were getting more difficult,
so we took to having one of my research students
living with us. In return for free accommodation,
and a lot of my attention, they helped me get up
and go to bed. In 1980, we changed to a system
of community and private nurses, who came in for
an hour or two in the morning and evening.
This lasted until I caught pneumonia in 1985.
I had to have a tracheotomy operation.
After this, I had to have 24 hour nursing care.
This was made possible by grants from
several foundations.

Before the operation, my speech had been getting
more slurred, so that only a few people who knew
me well, could understand me. But at least I could
communicate. I wrote scientific papers by dictating
to a secretary, and I gave seminars through an
interpreter, who repeated my words more clearly.
However, the tracheotomy operation removed my
ability to speak altogether. For a time, the only
way I could communicate was to spell out words
letter by letter, by raising my eyebrows when
someone pointed to the right letter on a spelling
card. It is pretty difficult to carry on a
conversation like that, let alone write a
scientific paper. However, a computer expert
in California, called Walt Woltosz, heard of
my plight. He sent me a computer program he had
written, called Equalizer. This allowed me to
select words from a series of menus on the screen,
by pressing a switch in my hand. The program could
also be controlled by a switch, operated by head
or eye movement. When I have built up what I want
to say, I can send it to a speech synthesizer.
At first, I just ran the Equalizer program on
a desk top computer.

However David Mason, of Cambridge Adaptive
Communication, fitted a small portable computer
and a speech synthesizer to my wheel chair.
This system allowed me to communicate much better
than I could before. I can manage up to 15 words
a minute. I can either speak what I have written,
or save it to disk. I can then print it out, or
call it back and speak it sentence by sentence.
Using this system, I have written a book, and
dozens of scientific papers. I have also given
many scientific and popular talks. They have all
been well received. I think that is in a large
part due to the quality of the speech synthesiser,
which is made by Speech Plus. One's voice is very
important. If you have a slurred voice, people are
likely to treat you as mentally deficient: Does he
take sugar? This synthesiser is by far the best I
have heard, because it varies the intonation, and
doesn't speak like a Dalek. The only trouble is
that it gives me an American accent.

I have had motor neurone disease for practically
all my adult life. Yet it has not prevented me from
having a very attractive family, and being successful
in my work. This is thanks to the help I have
received from Jane, my children, and a large number
of other people and organisations. I have been lucky,
that my condition has progressed more slowly than is
often the case. But it shows that one need not
lose hope.

Stephen Hawking

For more information on Motor Neurone Disease
and Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis, as well as
other progressive conditions, please follow one
of the links below:
The Motor Neurone Disease Association (UK)
http://www.mndassociation.org/
International Alliance of ALS/MND
Associations on the internet
http://www.alsmndalliance.org/

There is also a helpline on 0345 626262
(Monday to Friday 9.00 - 22.30, calls
charged at local rate within the UK).

Stephen W. Hawking - Contact
http://www.hawking.org.uk/index.php/information/contactinformation
We have NO facilities in our department to deal
with specific scientific enquiries, or theories.
Please do not email us your scientific theories -
although they may be valid, we simply do not have
the resources to comment on them.
If you wish to send an email to Professor Hawking
you may do so by mailing: S.W.Hawking-AT-damtp.cam.ac.uk


From: Don Stockbauer on
On Apr 30, 7:22 pm, Planet Jupiter <jupi...(a)k.st> wrote:
> On Apr 30, 6:27 am, Don Stockbauer <donstockba...(a)hotmail.com> reveals
> The Greatest Truth in ALL The UNIVERSES:

>  "It might be a familiar progression, transpiring on many
>  worlds - a planet, newly formed, placidly revolves around
>  its star; life slowly forms; a kaleidoscopic procession of
>  creatures evolves; intelligence emerges which, at least up
>  to a point, confers enormous survival value; and then
>  technology is invented. It dawns on them that there are such
>  things as laws of Nature, that these laws can be revealed by
>  experiment, and that knowledge of these laws can be made both
>  to save and to take lives, both on unprecedented scales.
>  Science, they recognize, grants immense powers. In a flash,
>  they create world-altering contrivances. Some planetary
>  civilizations see their way through, place limits on what may
>  and what must not be done, and safely pass through the time
>  of perils. Others, not so lucky or so prudent, perish."
>
>         --Carl Sagan, writing in 1994, in "Pale Blue Dot",
>            quoted by Bill Joy
>            http://www.wired.com/wired/archive/8.04/joy.html
>

So, how do we go about discovering these other guys?
From: Robert Scott Martin on
In article <15902897-186e-4f4f-8952-4ff46aa9cd42(a)a27g2000prj.googlegroups.com>,
OutreZoneD <outrezoned(a)my-deja.com> wrote:
>
>HAWKING EXOPHOBIA
> http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2010/04/25/stephen-hawking-aliens_n_551035.html

[...]

Hoping for a bit about falconry ("things fall apart..."), only to find the
melancholy shade of Anders "snowman" Sandberg. This thread is not quite
living up to its potential.

From: Robert Scott Martin on
In article <235311b4-d409-4848-bec4-ed83a7352361(a)40g2000pry.googlegroups.com>,
OutreZoneD <outrezoned(a)my-deja.com> wrote:
>On Apr 28, 7:26?am, no-spam(a)sonic.net (Scoop) wrote:
>> I like fish. I don't think they like me, though.
>>
>> .:.:.:.:.:.:.:. Neal Ross Attinson .:.:.:.:.:.:.:.
>> : Doing my best to complete the Nameless Mission :
>> .:.:.:.:.:. ?http://metaphorager.net? .:.:.:.:.:.
>
> A Woman Needs God Like A Fish Needs A Bicycle
> h o m e . n e t c o m . c o m / ~ m t h o r n / r a w . h t m

Yes, that is alot of dots!

From: Mr. Joseph Littleshoes Esq. on


Robert Scott Martin wrote:
> In article <15902897-186e-4f4f-8952-4ff46aa9cd42(a)a27g2000prj.googlegroups.com>,
> OutreZoneD <outrezoned(a)my-deja.com> wrote:
>
>>HAWKING EXOPHOBIA
>>http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2010/04/25/stephen-hawking-aliens_n_551035.html
>
>
> [...]
>
> Hoping for a bit about falconry ("things fall apart..."), only to find the
> melancholy shade of Anders "snowman" Sandberg. This thread is not quite
> living up to its potential.
>

*Phew* for a brief moment i thought there was gong to be a dump on
Stephen Hawking thread:)

Perhaps some black hole enthusiast that didn't care for the concept of
Hawking radiation?

--

Mr. Joseph Paul Littleshoes Esq.

Domine, dirige nos.

Let the games begin!
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